From: mimir@u.washington.edu (Grendel Grettisson) Subject: Tantric Meditation
Lecture Date: 16 Jun 1993 08:18:40 GMT MEDITATION: AN ABSOLUTE NECESSITY
FOR THE TANTRIC STUDENT. (c) 1993 Rose Dawn Scott. Meditation; Observation;
Self-Examination. There are many different ways to mediate or examine oneself,
both from an eastern and western point of view. I'll give a few brief thoughts
and suggestions here, but first and foremost; each Tantric student should
practice the form of meditation that is most comfortable for him/her, whether
taken from a didactic process or generated from within. However, I can't
stress the importance of regular meditation enough for those who sincerely
desire to follow the Tantric path. It will (1) prepare you for further progress;
and (2) make possible some of the higher rituals and acts prescribed. For
instance, the awakening and ascent of Kundalini is essential for both white
(*solo*) and red (*with partner(s)*) Tantrists. Kundalini sometimes is aroused
spontaneously during lovemaking, but if one does not have some basic understanding
of how to channel this pow erful force, such awakening may be brief, incomplete,
or even harmful to the psyche. NEVER, EVER, EVER!!!! (got that) visit a
"healer" or "yogi" who promises to awaken the Kundalini
for you. While the study of Kundalini Yoga can be quite helpful, a true
teacher will simply assist and instruct on how to awaken the Kundalini energy
yourself. If is possible to have someone else do it for you; however, I
have known several people who have sought this so-called *easy way out*
and the results were 100% negative, including energy imbalances, depression,
confusion, and fe eling of something having gone *haywire*. As with everything
on the Tantric path, the Source is within. Or--if you want something done
right, you gotta do it yourself! ;: That said, a few thoughts. self-examination
is either a form of meditation or a precursor thereto. In its simplest form,
self-examination consists of deep reflection, as opposed to logical thinking,
about your inner self, your hopes, dreams, desires, your place in the world,
etc. Sit quietly, in a place where you aren't likely to be disturbed. Say
to yourself: Who am I? What do I want? One technique for self-examination
is rather similar to psycho-therapeutic "free-association." Say
to yourself, simply, WHO? WHAT? WHEN? WHERE? WHY? After each word, allow
any association or thought that comes into your mind to be, to flow. If
deeper meanings are there, they will come. By seeing yourself clearly, uncovering
your true nature, you will deepen your level of understanding and be able
to progress. Another self-examination technique: Should be done nude. Sit
in front of a mirror, close your eyes, and try to still your mind. Gradually
open your eyes and observe your reflection, imagining it is another person.
Who is this person? What is s/he like? If your impression is negative, relax
the face and adjust the breath, and see if any inner change is felt. Visualize
yourself replacing any negative qualities with positive ones; try to discover
the root of any discomfort or anxiety felt while looking at your own image.
Gradually relax the face completely, stare into your own eyes for a few
seconds, then close them, assimilating the process, allowing the conscious,
sub-conscious and un-conscious all to internalize the initial examination
of oneself. Observation is a form of self-examination. It is usually practiced
after Hatha Yoga, or at times when one becomes *stuck* in an attitude of
mental depression, confusion, or inertia. It is a way of emphasizing the
body/mind connection. Close your eyes, relax, either in Savasana (*corpse
pose--lying, relaxed*) or seated comfortable. Open yourself to intuitive
processes, casting aside intellectual processes for the moment. Feel, via
this intuitive attitude, everything in your body and your mind. Observe
how difficult or easy it is for you to slow the mind; relax the body. Feel
your skin, its warmth/coolness/tingling; feel your muscles, their tension/fatigue/release,
their strength/weakness. Feel the energy flow as you relax the body, how
the body's reactions change. Feel the mind's restlessness/quietude; the
emotions' ebb/flow. Feel your heart beat. Feel your pulse. Listen. Assimilate.
It has been suggested that one deep a journal of observation, that one practice
relaxed observation for at least ten minutes daily. Your journal will serve
as a useful tool, pointing out your physical/mental/emotional strengths
and weaknesses. It will also serve as a record of your progress, as you
use your insight to conquer the weaknesses and emphasize the strengths.
It will enable yo to realize consciously, in everyday life, mental restlessness
and negative thoughts, physical tension and weakness, and to replace them
immediately with positive transmutations. Rather than *uproot* negativity,
become an alchemist of your own body/mind, and *transform* the negativity
to mirror-image positives. Continue, and grow. MEDITATION. First, one very
simple didactic meditation exercise from the Mahanivrana Tantra: "The
worshipper should engage in meditation, gradually concentrating his mind
on each part of the body of Siva and/or Sakthi, from the f eet to the head,
one after another. He can thus acquire such an intense state of concentration
that during his undisturbed meditation, Siva/Sakthi shall appear in an indivisable,
concrete form. In this way the meditation of the deity in its formal aspect
will gradually become profound and steady." -- Principles of Tantras.
In modern times, even traditional western health practitioners recognize
the benefits of regular meditation, at least on the mental health and stress-reduction
level. Says psychologist Robert Ornstein, a professor at New York University,
"Meditation is a technique for turning down conscious thought so that
more subtle sources of information can be perceived." Traditionally,
all forms of Eastern meditation have involved either Yantra (form) or Mantra
(sound), or both. Yantra, similar to mandala, is a physical image which
usually has one or more deeper meanings, and serves as a very useful object
of focus. Mandalas may be created oneself, purchased, or even, provided
the level of concentrat ion is great enough, *seen* within the mind. Choose
a Yantra with personal meaning, such as the Kali Yantra, Hexagram, statue
or painting of a personal deity, etc. Candle flames or the smoke from incense
can also be good focusing points. However, external objects, while valuable,
should not be used exclusively. Repetition of a mantra traditionally takes
three steps: first the mantra should be repeated aloud for some time; then
audibly but very softly; finally within the mind only. For a Tantric student,
AU M MANI PADME HUM is a good starting point--utilizing the primordial AUM,
the power-seed HUM, and Mani--jewel/male organ, Padme--lotus, female organ.
This mantra has been translated as "The jewel is in the lotus,"
signifying sexual union and spiritual union at once. English-language words
or phrases are perfectly acceptable, as are those in other languages which
have specific religious or spiritual meaning to the individual. Chanting
the name/names of o ne's Isvara, or personal deity, are excellent mantras.
As has been stated previously: "The body is a Yantra; the breath its
Mantra." Many of the Prana techniques are meditative, and when sufficient
progress has been made, meditation on the sound of one's own breath to the
exclusion of all else makes for excellent control and continuing progress.
No matter which meditative techniques one utilizes, there are five *universal
basics* which beginners should keep in mind: (1) Privacy. Make sure you
won't be disturbed, eliminate as many outer distractions as possible. (2)
Focused attention, including yantra/mantra meditation. (3) Passive attitude.
In other words, let it come, don't aggressively grab for it. It won't work
that way. (4) Comfort: I recommend meditation be performed in the nude;
alternately, wear loose clothing of natural fabrics. While the Lotus position
is my favorite meditative posture, if this posture causes discomfort, sit
cross-legged or lie on your back, eyes closed. Physical discomfort is bound
to distract a neophyte; and (5) Regular pr actice!! This fifth, of course,
is most important. Make meditation a daily ritual, practice so regularly
that it becomes ingrained, habitual. Your rewards will be ample. Irregular
meditation, while it may occasionally result in flashes of insight, will
most likely be at best limiting; or even useless. The two basic types common
to eastern and western philosophies are (1) those which focus the mind,
and (2) those which strive to empty the mind. Often, the first type must
be mastered first in order to lead to the second. However, it is not necessary
to practice both types and some may find the ability, through natural psychic
development or prior experience, to empty the mind without first focusing
it. Dr. Lawrence LeShan is a psychotherapist who has studied meditation
intensively, becoming intrigued after reading of Carl Jung's exploration
of the unconscious utilizing eastern techniques. LeShan claims that there
are four paths to meditation. He describes the first two as "western,"
the last two as "eastern" methods: (1) The Intellect--using self-hypnosis
to access different levels of awareness; (2) The Emotions--concentrating
on 'feelings' such as love, brotherhood, courage, etc. (3) The Body--immersing
oneself completely with a physical art, such as Hatha Yoga, T'ai Chi, or
various martial arts; and (4) Action. The path of action involved applying
the 'principles of meditation' to performing a task. Examples would be Japanese
tea ceremonies, gardening and cultivating herbs/plants, flower arranging,
or Archery such as taught by Zen masters. The path of action may also be
interpreted as *staying in the now;* performing everyday, mundane activities
with concentration and awareness rather than by rote. Mastery of any form
of meditation may take months or years; however regular practice on a daily
basis will probably show positive results almost immediately--and mastery
is not necessary for spiritual progress or active Tantric practice. If courage
and honesty are brought to bear, it doesn't really matter what form your
meditation takes, it will bear fruit, enabling you to overcome barriers
to growth. Meditation is the most direct path to the experience of non-duality
and mystic awareness. Practice diligently, and great things will come to
you. Knowing others leads to wisdom; Knowing the Self leads to Enlightenment
Mastering others requires force; Mastering the Self calls for true strength.
--Lao-Tzu, in Tao Te Ching. AUM NAMA SIVAYA.